Who the hell am I?

I am the light at the end of the tunnel...

I am the darkening sky that heralds the storm...

I am a flitting butterfly, just a glimpse as I rest for a moment before moving on...

I am the step after the one I've just taken...

I am the flickering flame...

I am the book I dropped from my bed, just out of my reach...

I am the changing sands of the desert...

I am like water, I can see me, but I cannot hold me...

I am a ray of sunshine just beyond my fingertips...

I am the end of the rainbow, forever moving on...

I am immersed in the boiling, hissing roar of time past...

I am reaching out toward the time to come...

I am emerging from my chrysalis...

I am within my grasp, if I can just keep going...

I am the soft voice that speaks of love...

I am who I have created from the nothingness of despair and heartbreak...

I am what I see when I open my eyes, 

and then open them again...

The Fresh Horses Brigade

We decided to take the kids out to explore the district on Saturday which means we missed the inception of Edenland's Fresh Horses Brigade meme... and it took me a very long time to work out what all the fuss was about when we got back.

Plus I didn't want to let Eden know that I had missed her big announcement and was not avidly following every word that came out of her gorgeous mouth every second of the day.

BUSTED.

So to make up I wrote her a letter. You can read it too.

If you want to be in my Random Happiness Delivery address book just zip me an email with your address... and one day the postie will bring you some real mail too!

And Eden, I promise to faithfully stalk your blog and twitter feed from now on, and never ever miss a momentous occasion again... even if I have to give up eating and showering. Okay not the showering.... oh who am I kidding not the eating either.... but nevertheless I will be watching you....